I actually don't feel like i've made much progress since i've gotten home. I'm still AMAZINGLY tired all the time. Its hard for me to stand or walk for longer than about 2 minutes. I'm making progress on small things: for example, I can now get out of bed and off the couch by myself, even when i'm laying down completely (something I couldn't do when I got home from the hospital), also, I sleep less which I think might be a good sign.
We actually had a little scare last weekend when my wound decided to spontaneously burst open. Thankfully, bobby was home, because I just went into a state of complete shock. I think I said "oopsie" and then just stood there while stuff started flowing out of me. Bobby called 999 (aka 911) and after a quick trip by ambulance to the ER, I was all bandaged up and back home in about an hour. It turns out that this actually happens quite often (according to the ER surgeon) and isn't a big deal. And now, a nurse comes to my house every other day to change the bandages and clean the wound!! Gotta love that socialized healthcare. I do have to say however, and bobby agrees, that this was the single scariest experience of my life.
So, that whole incident set me back a bit (i'm in more pain now than I was before while my wound re-heals) but hopefully this week will bring me more forward progress.
I know its normal to have good days and bad days, and I know that recovery is a slow process, but I have to say that i'm getting very frustrated. I'm so ready to just be healthy and "normal" (as normal as I can be now) and get back into the world, and its hard to just sit here all day doing nothing. Luckily, my body is forcing me to take it slow since it's physically impossible for me to leave the flat!
If you have any good ideas for wasting hours every day, let me know! DVDs are getting boring, as is reading and i'm avoiding doing the work that my boss sent me!
